einai tosa polla..

..pou thelw na grapsw.. tosa polla! pernane toses skepseis ap to mualo mou.. opws proxtes pou hthela pali na rthw na grapsw anarthsh alla de prolavaina. tha to grapsw twra. hthela loipon na pw gia mia hlikia evaisthhth, pou kaneis den thn ektima opws tha prepe.. oute thn niwthoume. thn paidikh. oloi viazonte na megalwsoun.. eidika shmera, pragmatika, to pistevw oti auth h hlikia den uparxei pia. ap ta paradeigmata pou exw gurw mou me pianei apelpisia. gamwto! einai toses ts*%les pragmatika! kai einai oles tou stil 'de me noiazei ti tha poun oi gurw mou, mono autoi pou magapane'! giati mwre, exeis gnwrisei esu agaph? mono twn goniwn sou, pou kai authn thn parameleis kai thn petas sta skoupidia gia na deijeis poso apeleutherwmenh, poso ajia, dunath kai magkaki eisai! am den eisai magkaki! ena kakomoiriasmeno eisai pou an pote paei mprosta sth zwh tou, tha nai epeidh ekatse se kana gerojekouth pou thelei na spatalhsei ta leutakia tou! h kati palikarakia pou de dinoun shmasia sta aisthhmata twn allwn gurw tous. de pa na xoun tsakisei psuxologies! sto kentro grammeno to xoun. de pa na tous deixnoun otan proxwrane? kamari to xoun. pare loipon xampari kai katalave oti kalo tha htan na hsoun ANTHRWPOS. na xeis aisthhmata. na agapas. na pisteveis sthn psuxh twn allwn. na mh fovasai. na dineis mia agkalia, pote de jeres pote th xreiazete perissotero kapoios. na prosexeis. esena, ta logia sou, th sumperifora sou kai ta dikaiwmata pou dineis. na zeis. na mh kollas se mia othonh, se mia kafrila, se mia stasimh aniarh zwh. na mathaineis. to na diavazeis den einai ntroph. swsth skepsh einai. na mh thewreis oti auto pou diavazeis einai axrhsto. sto sxoleio prwta prwta phgainoume gia duo logous: na mathoume na sumperiferomaste swsta, kai na apokthsoume domhmenh skepsh. auth einai h zwh mas telos pantwn. dejou to. otan vazeis ena stoxo, mhn ton afhneis gia aurio, aurio mporei na sumvei otidhpote. mh peis de kanw auto giati variemai. h varemara telika einai megaalh arrwstia. polu megalh. anyway..